So if we re up all night again, and we re talking about my friends, remind me to tell Jesse he was right. I don t think Brook would like to hear that the drawings in his wallet were not clear. Those watermelons are way too big for me. We re driving, I m singing, "The world is really 20 miles away." And she says, without hesitation, "Why can t everyone be as smart as me?" So that night I m on her couch, it s almost morning light again. Didn t this happen last Tuesday? I remember the Promise Ring. I m never sleeping anymore, I m always listening and talking to you. So what the hell, it s 5am again. So I m guessing that I am sick all the time cause I m scared to be alone. If I ride this out, and I do not say a word, then maybe we can still be friends.